Right Track

I thought I will be on the right track today.

Before leaving the house as I usually do I send a prayer but while I'm inside the elevator I asked Him to give me more patience. I left late last night at the office and still my desk is the same...paper everywhere; in short messy. I'm not used of working in messy or crowded desk mas nakakastress that's why I make it a point to maintain my desk clean & organize as possible but yesterday di ko na nagawa yon.

This morning when I reached my desk, turned on my PC and read my mails. Ohhh..a mail from "lolo". It's nice to read messages or even a simple email to those persons you really know na nakikita yung worth mo di ba. A simple email from him extending his regards to whole staff of the department...what to expect from my colleagues e sympre pa super natuwa sila and can't control to make comparison again to "tatang". Aside from simple regards "lolo" also gave me yung diary na ipinadala sa kanya ng isang company thru courier, so I have 2010 diary na...hehehe

My so called assistant is absent today..I can't blame him naman e siguro super napagod at nastressed na rin sa dami ng trabaho na di lang urgent kundi "instant" kailangan. I don't have any choice kung di ako yung gumawa ng iba nyang work...hayyyy, wish ko lang matapos ko itong mga documents ko na 3 days na yata dito sa desk ko!

Even the cleaner sa CR she noticed din pala na di na ako nakakapunta don usually kasi after lunch break ako nagpupunta but this week around 3pm na siguro. She asked me if I am absent yesterday...hayy at least she noticed me na di nya ako nawawala ako.

Around 11:00 am this morning, inside the CR I found myself praying...emotionally praying & asking Him to give me wisdom to finish everything today. And when I returned to my desk I heard myself humming one of my favorite song. I feel relieved because I know that He will lead me through.

I can say I am on a right track now....

LEAD ME LORD

Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand
And make me face the rising sun
Comfort me through all the pain
That life may bring
There's no other hope
That I can lean upon
Lead me Lord Lead me all my life
Walk by me, walk by me across
The lonely road that I may face
Take my arms and let your hadn
Show me the way
Show the way to live inside your heart
All my days, all my life

Refrain: You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I (just) cannot live alone
Let me stay
By Your guiding love
All through my life
Lead me Lord
Lead me Lord Even though at times
I'd rather go alone my way
Help me take the right direction
Take Your road Lead me Lord
And never leave my side
All my days
All my life
You are my light
You're the lamb upon my feet
All the time my Lord
I need You there
You are my light I (just) cannot live alone
Let me stay By Your guiding love
All through my life
All through my days Lead me, O Lord Lead me Lord