Just Like That

Just like that and it's already April! 

I'm 42 just like that

But the in between of the "just like that" taught me so many lessons.

Yes, I have time today to be with you -- time that I want to enjoy just listening to my silent world.

Just like that and I realized...

Just like that, I was too busy for so many errands -- that mostly not for me but for others.

Just like that, I was occupied by many things that I love but causes me to get tired.

Just like that, I suddenly want to slow down 

Just like that, I felt that I want to distant myself to the crowd and enjoy the presence of myself alone

Just like that, I missed the company of myself, laughing in front of  tv and crying over life story of someone and I'm happy I did it again.

Just like that, I want to travel alone to some place that no one knows me. A place that I can experience to live like romans even few days.

Just like that, I want to be connected with old souls in my life -- those people who I know a simple "hi" and "hello" and everything will be the same again.

Just like that, I enjoyed the hibernation in weekend -- to rest, eat, watch, laugh and repeat.

Just like that, I decided to cut my hair by myself -- a fringe bangs and I didn't regret it.

Just like that and I'm still looking forward to rain today, yeah literally rain.

Just like that and I'm thankful for everything  whether its a past, present, or plans and even the in between of my "just like that"

Just like that - random thoughts and emotions